I just learned how to post a playlist here which is sooooo demanding for me. I hate making decisions. All based on the fact that I now think I caught my nephew's ADD! I cannot make a decision without critiquing every little piece of it and I've been jumpy and fidgety. Can you have adult onset ADD or ADHD??? I cannot sit still and I always have to be moving... but my point is that I'm not really complaining, I'm explaining. I LIKE it! I like moving and doing and going and especially now, I think it's my way of keeping soooo busy that I don't realize so it's a kind of coping mechanism I believe. Like when people, let's say the ones I am not particularly fond of talking to, call or something, I suddenly start cleaning the kitchen. It could have just been cleaned, mopped, disinfected and sterilized for all I care, but let the phone ring and me not like the person on the other end and all of a sudden I'm in the kitchen, with my bottle of 409 wiping down the counter, the fridge, the spots on the floor, the coffeemaker, anything so I don't have to think about it. So I guess it's natural that I feel this way when my life is disrupted. Anyway, the whole point of this second post today is to post my playlist. I heard this Anne Murray song on this oldies station a few weeks ago and I just started balling. I don't really know why, but I guess in a way I feel it's very close to my own heart and how I feel about Brent and my boys and our family. I had never heard this song before and he had no idea what I was talking about because I couldn't remember it at the time so now I'm posting so he can listen. I love you sweetie. I have a whole new admiration for the military wives out there who do this a lot more frequently. My love and prayers to you all.
Of course, my playlist includes several songs by my Bobby, although I had to search to find the milder ones. He's not known for having the best language in his songs. Hope you enjoy!
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